I miss

23 February 2021

I miss

I try to listen to words

I try to listen to music

The words and music become a blur

The incredible pain it causes me

It bloody hurts

It is easier to read someone’s words

I miss the sound of someone’s voice

I miss the music I can no longer hear

It causes my booming head

Turn the volume down on the TV and radio

I never could have dreamt this two years ago

I miss hearing someone’s voice I don’t even know

I miss music I haven’t heard yet

I can no longer listen to the car radio

All this makes it bloody hard to concentrate

I cannot read a lot

I can write it is usually late at night

Hard to sleep

Nowhere to hide from pain, fatigue and feeling so sick

This is the reason why I write and post so many poems

It distracts from the pain

Thank you as always for reading and being so understanding

I try to live the best I can

At the moment I miss a guiding hand

I also miss fun just like everyone!

There is a lot of positive things I can still do and I drag myself out of bed and push myself to