I’m just an old fashioned girl

Toria

Deep deep in my heart

I’m still just an old fashioned girl

In a sometimes too modern world

I try to keep up to pace

With my unique style and poetic grace

Fibromyalgia in my head, body and face

The world of sounds and light

Now magnified much more than twice

Bellowing sounds in my head

Blinding lights in my eyes with sunlight and dark nightlights

My demons are noise, light and darkness

This brain fog gets me down

The simplest of things so difficult to do

So hard for me

Sometimes I find it so difficult to think

Sometimes I find it so difficult to see

Sometimes technology is just far beyond me

The world is much brighter than it used to be

The world is much louder than it used to be

The world is much darker than it used to be

Brain fog and pain so much more painful than it used to be