Sometimes, I want to get off this ride
This will not let up
How long do I put up?
No back seat ride
No relief
No one to take over this relentless pain
Not even for one day
No escape from this continual headache
These nightmare dreams
A never ending tiredness
Yet, sleep so light
Disrupted through the night
How I wish my pain was light
No respite
You can't understand
Nothing ever the same
Not my personality
Not my brain
The original me a little gone
Replaced with a more painful one
How can I contemplate
How can you understand
It's hard to be me
This pain in my head has a grip
It is not careless it does not slip
Continual pain
Never let go
It has its reins
I can't control
What is beyond me
Pain in the head
A curse
How I wish I could throw it out
Turn back the clock
Had help to keep it out
Far beyond human me
This pain has powers beyond me
I want off this ride
Spinning in pain inside
It is no fun
This ride has only begun
Toria
31/12/2021
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