Deafening
I can no longer hear the music on the radio
For me music is deafening note’s
For with each chord, my pain intensifies
This is the truth
This no lie
All I feel is bellowing pain
It hurts so much this intensified pain
Zapping me of energy
I feel so unlike me
The pain is strong
It’s energy and vitality like a monster of pain
Eating me away
It’s so hard
This pain is loud
It bellows out
No longer quiet
I can no longer shout
A monster running through my nerves and veins
Darkening my light and shade
I can never be the same
I can’t enjoy music ever again
Being in the sunlight is a pain
I must wear shades even on dull grey days
I feel so unlike me
Bellowing pain runs within
The noise of pain is deafening
Toria
26/7/2022
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